Sittting on my cosy seat hugging my bear in front of the computer screen with emo music playing right now.I'm must clarified I'm not feeling emo/in bad mood right now.I have the sudden urge of doing reflection and in deep thoughts now.I know I have millions or zillions of troubles or worries to pour away like how I pour the pail of waters away.I like to see the flow of waters flowing down from the water tap to sink. Alot of things are running in my mind, I did alot of thinking including my future. I'm seventeen right now! I can't imagine what the feel's like if ten years down the road I'm getting married and become a mum chasing after my own kids. Or should I have my own career first before settling down ? What if I'm capable in handling both.I seriously think I'm crazy after falling sick .Oh mind god! Next, I paint an image of ideal husband, think about his character.I know you people are going to bang the wall reading till here.I have alot to type and share....Perhaps next time ...


Sunday, September 23, 2007